I'm back

I have ran into several of my blog readers who all noticed that my blog was set to private. Everyone thinks that they did something wrong, or that I didn't like them anymore.

The true story is that I wrote a horrible post on my blog back in April that hurt the feelings of several people. I needed to close my blog to all readers while I did some bloggy cleaning. Don't bother searching for it, I've deleted it and I won't talk about it's contents...it's disgusting and socially irresponsible.

I take full responsibility for the post and admit that I was so wrong on so many levels. When I was confronted about the posting, I was very upset and felt many things including: I don't deserve to be a Mom, I don't deserve my family, I don't deserve my career, I hate myself.... and the list goes on and on.

I hope that those who were affected by that blog can forgive me. I don't deserve it, but for their own sake, I hope they can put the event aside and erase the hate that has filled their hearts for the past few weeks.

I will start posting again. Yes, I will still post juicy things...but I'm not going to not hurt people in the process...it's a heavy task, but I'm up to the challenge :)

Computer virus

My computer has a virus right now. Kinda crappy...

But I should be back to blogging soon. Have a HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Sexy Photo Shoot

My partner and I, Anji, did these photo's yesterday at the train station.
It was really cold, but they turned out great!

My new hobby

One of my best friends had a baby eight weeks ago. She doesn't have a lot of money so she asked me to take some pics with my new camera. His name is Bryken...and he is so freaking cute! Enjoy.

Buzz Kill

You'll have to disregard the last post about photography. Something happened today that made me lose my drive to start photography. I would still love to do friends and family free of charge...but as for making it anything other than a hobby...I don't think it will happen.

Free photo shoot

Hey everyone...I am finally starting my portfolio.
Here's a pic of my very first shoot. I'm going to call it Freckle Photography :)

If you or anyone you know needs a photo shoot, please let me know. I will be doing my first several shoots for free. You will get the disc with 20 superb edits.

Thanks so much!!!

The domestic animal farm.

This afternoon, I felt like I lived on a farm....not with cows or horses. No!

2 cats (1 is just visiting)
2 dogs
2 rats
1 fish

These are all of the animal related tasks I had to do today:
1. Make a vet appointment to get the male rat neutered (I'll tell you the story on another day)
2. Make an appointment to get the visitng cat shaved
3. Clean the litter box
4. Feed dog one outside
5. Feed dog two inside
6. Feed cat one upstairs
7. Feed cat two downstairs
8. Feed Fish
9. Clean fish bowl
10. Clean rat cage
11. Add food at water to rat cage
12. Make vet appointment for dog one (dog two bit dog one on the eye).
13. Fill community water bowl
14. Find lost rat #1 in the couch

Holy crap! Like I said, it's a domestic animal farm.
We really should only have 1 cat, 1 dog, and 1 rat. But in a matter of three days, our animals multiplied themselves.

How one dog became two:
My husband found a battered mix puppy in the mountains while hunting. His hip bones were showing and he had obviously been in a fight with a wild animal. So he brought the poor puppy home. His name is Moffit after the wild life area they found him in.

How one cat became two:
I have a tabby cat that stays at home with me. I have another cat that stays at my dance studio as sort of a mascot. She has been shedding all over the studio and making the customers sneeze...so I brought her home with the intention to get her shaved. She has her appointment on Monday, then she goes back to the studio.

How one rat became two
This one is interesting. The first rat (male) died of unknown illness. The second rat (female) got lost in the house. After two weeks of searching, I came to the conclusion that she had starved to death or the dog a her. So I bought a third rat (male). After one week of owning rat #3, I found rat #2 in the silverware drawer. I put rat #2 and #3 in a cage together and they immediately started mating. So that's why I have an appointment at the vets office on Friday to get rat #3 neutered. FYI, It costs more to get a rat neutered than a dog!